cause i left my heart with you.


She's Audrey. 18 this year. A Leo. From Ipoh and currently in Subang. Loves music, shopping, photoshop and Lego. Scared of being alone. Thinks that there is nothing more dangerous than a closed mind. Is made of awesomeness.

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reference: InDreamsMaybe special thanks : crystal lam
title: . . .
date: March 31, 2009
time:11:07 AM
Sorry for the lack of updates, been travelling back and forth to Ipoh, like A LOT seriously. Missed a whole week of classes coz of the JPA hospital attachment, I wouldnt say it was a total waste of time. Maybe it wasted 85% of my time there. :)

And now I'm back in Ipoh AGAIN for JPA interview. I was reluctant to leave Subang. :( And parts of me wished I never applied for the JPA scholarship at all. :(( I'm totally lost in Maths already, luckily my awesome Maths lecturer's gonna give some extra classes. 8DD And my assignments are piling up like dunowhat.

Oh went for Parents Teachers Day last Saturday. Not really nervous coz my lecturer's are uber nice. ;)) Made my daddy ask Mr. John (my physics lecturer) what race is he. :\\ In class we're always bugging him for his racial background seeing how he has this super cool name, Mr. Fraser John Perera. xD Apparently he's a Chindian (duno how to spell haha).

Cant wait to go back to Subang. You're waiting for meeeee. =DD

title: hate to love relationship
date: March 22, 2009
time:7:46 PM
I actually have assignments to do. But I got carried away doing personality quizzes. Here are some of the results. :p I think most are pretty spot on.

  1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you. I find this very interesting.
  2. You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties. This is so true! I dont really stop to think about how my actions would affect others..
  3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
  4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right? I think everyone agrees that I AM like a little girl at times. Hope its not too annoying..
  5. Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time. Oopsie, I wonder whether my boyfriend feels this way. *makes a note to ask him next time* lol
  6. You are a jealous person but you try not to let it show You often get very jealous of others but you are successful at controlling your emotions publicly. When you feel that other people are winning things that you deserve, you get very upset, but you won't hurt anybody else by making a scene. Your jealousy is private. You might, for example, cry yourself to sleep at night when you get really jealous of someone. OMG, this is so true its freakayyy.
  7. You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.

time:5:25 PM

Krishan called me today, honestly, my heart just leaped right outta my chest. I was so fucking glad to hear her voice. We talked a bit, caught up a bit. Then she passed the phone. And a guy came on.

"Uh. Hello."
"Hey. Kelvin..?"

And the phone gets passed back to Krishan.


Oopsie. :(

Hearing Lucas and Krishan over the phone makes me wanna go back to Subang like, right NOW. EEEEE.

title: where'd you go
date: March 21, 2009
time:8:17 AM
Heyhey! Sorry for the lack of updates, been a supah hectic week.

I'm now back in Ipoh for the JPA scholarship hospital exposure thingy. @__@ Gotta miss class for one week. Noooooo! I'm dreading coming back to all the notes and homework I missed. TAT And I cant see Debbie or Phuiyan who came down to Subang! Debbie's coming to Taylor's I'm soooo excited! But I cant be there to teman her during her first week. :((( And Phuiyan's there for INTI's open day! It would be so totally awesome if she came to INTI! And I received a call from Dawn who asked me about My Place apartments, she said she's considering Taylors. Whee!

A lot of things have been happening lately, making me worried.. So he took me to the doctor's to get it all checked. I was so worried.. And I dont know what I'd do if I had to face all this alone. I'm really glad he was with me, even when going in to see the doctor. I'm really glad he didnt go back to Ipoh for his one week break but instead stayed here and teman-ed me. I'm really glad he came back to Ipoh with me this weekend and took really good care of me last night when I wasnt feeling so well again.. I'm just really glad I have him. Like I told him, if anyone asks me, how is he, I'll always say he's absolutely awesome. :)

Oh yeah and that day when I was driving, my driving instructor asked me to ask my boyfriend to let me drive his car to practice LOL. And then he started asking me a lot about him. And I was like so enthusiastic to talk about him that I got distracted and ter-swerved off the road lol. x___x

Anyhoo, I'm gonna go play Left 4 Dead now with my brother haha. One day should play with Lucas too. But he seems like very pro. LOL. Bye peoples!

Guys get so surprised when they learn that I play Left 4 Dead. .__. Its funny.


title: anticipation is killing me
date: March 13, 2009
time:9:48 AM
Most people are asking me, since I got straight A1's, whats my dad gonna get me? Well. Nothing. He didnt promise me anything lol. He's been talking about getting me an iPhone for awhile already, coz my phone is like super cacat-ed. The keypad is like cracked all over. @__@

But.. It'll be a locked version of iPhone, released for Maxis only. Like wtf right. Digi what are you doing lol. So my dad said we'll wait. I dont like to wait, I was like super excited but now.. Eesh.

Its so shiny.. *__*

title: i love you but im doing everything wrong
date: March 12, 2009
time:12:09 PM
SPM Results Day

So how was it everyone? I think quite a lot of my friends got 10A's. But I know some of us expected more.. I was expecting less. To be frank, I didnt study as hard as I should've. Even my dad said he was only expecting 8A's from me. Because he knows I havent been studying. Makes me wonder whether I deserve the 10A1's. Dont get me wrong, I'm totally ecstatic I got 10A1's. It felt really good. And my name was called first coz Audrey ma. LOL. Well congratulations everyone. MayJet, I'm glad you got A2 for your Sejarah, I know you're real happy. ;))

title: squee!
date: March 11, 2009
time:9:21 PM
Haha just checked my Facebook and lookie who added me, Lucas's mommy! She's so cute. And her son is even cuter LOL. Suddenly got so excited when she added me on FB.

Then, I got even MORE excited after seeing pictures she posted with Lucas in them. @__@ Swt. I think its coz I havent seen him in almost a week. So now just a glimpse of him is making me hyper already. @__@ Oh noes.

I stole this. xD

title: caffeine drug
date: March 10, 2009
time:11:39 PM
Just got back from Kopitiam with KianTeong. Its so good to see him after so long. :)) He said he's gonna try for Petronas scholarship to do chemical engineering, hope he gets it! He asked a lot about my college life. And I asked him about our tennis buddies. I havent seen all of them in so long..

Anyhoo, I dont really feel like blogging already.. If I continue blogging, everything will come out as emo shit. So.. Pictures!

I forced him to take photos with me. :DD

Promoting my phone. 8D

"Lover I am loveless. Lover, I am lonely."

title: gimme gimme that high five
date: March 9, 2009
time:4:07 PM

I went for my driving practical yesterdayy! And I know I told everyone I'm sooooo lazy to learn how to drive, I'd rather just get a driver and make him fetch me around.. But I found out today that..I really like to drive. Its fun! 8DDD A late realization lol.

The first 3 hours of taklimat was so friggin boring, I seriously wanted to WHACK the speaker. Coz I couldnt understand a word he says, he speaks in Malay you see. And his weird. Pronounciation wise. And he speaks so damn fast, I can only catch the last word of his every sentence. Wtf right.

But the 3 hours practical totally made up for it! :D

And it was so funny during my practical coz I cant speak Cantonese. My instructor cant speak English. So we were conversing in Malay to each other. 8DD luckily my Malay isnt rusty lol. Maziah will be proud! Speaking of Maziah, I'm gonna go visit her on Thursday, yes SPM results day. I hope I'll have good news for her. I miss her soooo much. :[[

And I only mati enjin 3 times! w00tw00t!

"Eh you punya boyfriend pernah ajar kamu driving ke? Macam tau saja."
"Saya tak pernah pegang steering sebelum ini laa."

title: && I will find a way to you if it kills me
date: March 6, 2009
time:8:11 PM
Okayyy I should've like blogged about Jason Mraz like yesterday. But I was too busy karaoke-ing in REDBOX yday with my classmates LOL. Seriously. Can you people believe it? I fucking SANG.

I didnt take pictures so if you wanna see pics go to CRYSTAL'S BLOG. :]

At first me and Lucas were like a teensy weensy late and the bus was like God knows where so Lucas called his taxi driver 'friend' who ZOOMED us all the way to 1U to meet Lamlam. Since we're talking about Lucas, LOL, I've always been so amazed at how he gets along so easily with everyone and makes friends just like that *snaps fingers* (I cant actually snap but whatever.) *__* He amazes me in his little little ways. ^-^

Anyway Jason Mraz was OMG AMAZING! He started off so beautifully, his first line that night to the audience was 'Wake up everyoneeee~' from Make It Mine. Most of the songs he sang were from his new album but he did include a couple of his popular older tracks. :] I was hoping but doubting to hear Bella Luna or Melt With You, but the overall tracklist for the concert was perfect. I loved how he mixed a couple of his songs together, he makes it sound oh-so natural.. And I just swoon everytime he started scatting. ♥ ♥ ♥ He also sang the ever popular I'm Yours and Lucky, with this Malaysian singer Penny? LOL duno who's that.

His goofiness on stage totally helped everyone to relax and start having fun. And before I realized it, I even started singing along with him and fully enjoying myself. :) It was such a memorable and happy experience and I'm so glad I went with Crystal and Lucas. Jason Mraz is truly an amazing artist. Unlike some singers who sound horrible live whereas Jason actually sounds even BETTER live. The next time JM comes to Malaysia, I'm gonna get the tickets closest to him. xD

Me and Crystal bought these Jason Mraz shirts too. :) I love wearing it lol.

Special thanks to Crystal's daddy for fetching us there and sending us home so I wont get raped. LOL. :]